I have foreseen my solace end a thousand times

I've challenged death without compromise

I have shown forbearance throughout my tortured existence

I only ask to be saved from the madness I face everyday

Instead I've been forsaken to live this hell alive

Benevolence is a fantasy for those in apathetic ecstasy

Who openly embrace debauchery

And swear allegiance to false prophecies

I live in a catastrophic misery

Am I destined to conformity?

Unknown

Many live in blasphemy, it's all they've ever known

Others search eternally for the kingdom and the throne

Not me, my search for the truth begins and ends with me

As I continue on relying on defiancy to carry me to grace

So sick, so sick, so sick of living through the eyes of other people's compromise

No more

I cannot fall, I can't be led astray

I've come too fucking far

Fully prepared to reach the end of days unscathed

Unafraid of what lie across the great beyond

Heaven or Hell, I'll take them both head-on

I shall accept whatever comes to be, just end this misery

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I have foreseen my judgment day

I'm testifying to a life that is gone

No compromise, no longer resisting

I embrace my last days of existence