Innocence Destructing

How do I have faith When I believe They will turn me down I try, I try to trust you But you never follow through Before I turn myself away For you Before I turn myself away For you I am not This isolated I am not This shy or strange or jaded I am innocence destructing Turn on you to force the change Turn myself into the victim Of my own creation I am disconnection central Lost the party on my line Too much longing in this distance For a new form of communication How do I have faith When I believe They will turn me down I try, I try to trust you But you never follow through Before I turn myself away For you Before I turn myself away For you I am not This self-defeating It's just A phrase I keep repeating I am innocence destructing Turn on you to force the change Turn myself into the victim Of my own creation I am disconnection central Lost the party on my line Too much longing in this distance For a new form of communication Communication I am innocence destructing I am innocence destructing How do I have faith I am innocence destructing I am innocence destructing Turn on you to force the change Turn myself into the victim Of my own creation I am disconnection central Lost the party on my line Too much longing in this distance For a new form of communication Communication