Praying for You

Was it odd enough for her to live with me this way? I'm sleeping all the time and everything seems fake Cause their pills they go away then I can't seem to face This life when I'm awake I'll hold my breath one more time Just to see if anyone will come And scare me half to death 'cause I need to feel alive again I've been waiting, I've been praying for you I've lost the will, I can't pretend To see the light I'll never see again I'm praying for you They said they'd help me find a way Just take three times a day discontinue if I faint Were you there when I needed you? Were you around for me? Should I make believe that I'm really okay and Everything will be alright someday So scare me half to death 'cause I need to feel alive again I've been waiting, I've been praying for you I've lost the will, I can't pretend To see the light I'll never see again I'm praying for you