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It Ain't Easy
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It Ain't Easy was released on January 1, 2007 by Round Towne Music as a part of the album Round Towne Music
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Release DateJanuary 1, 2007
LabelRound Towne Music
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM84

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Cuete
Cuete
Performer
Eriq
Eriq
Performer
Danny G
Danny G
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Richard Preuss
Richard Preuss
Songwriter
Brandon Correa
Brandon Correa
Songwriter

Lyrics

Today somebody told me
"If you die tonight, I wouldn't be surprised"
I held back my tears then
But later on, I cried
This made me ask myself what kind of person was I
You know what I mean?
I'm just so tired, of making all the wrong decisions
And I can't do nothing, about them but to live with them
And I can't figure out why I'm always trippin'
Life's so fucking crazy it's got me all twisted
Everybody tells me, "Quente, you're so gifted"
Well then why am I at the top of my own shit list?
I'm stuck struggling to go from rags to riches
And I found life isn't about money and bitches
Just picture this: if you had all the money in the world
But you weren't allowed to see your little boy or girl
But every night, at home you fucked a fine ass bitch
Could you call that a fair trade? Or would you wanna switch
Back? So take it from me homie
There isn't nothing in this world worth being at your pad lonely
It's like living in a hearse curse so my kids come first
My kids, cause that's where my heart is
It ain't easy, being me
Will I see the penitentiary or get killed by my enemies?
Cause it ain't easy, being me, being me
C-U-E-T-E
It ain't easy, being me
Will I see the penitentiary or get killed by my enemies?
Cause it ain't easy, being me, being me
C-U-E-T-E
I'm just so tired, of fighting with my baby's mom
We're cool for a while, but it's always off and on
Sometimes I really feel like we'll never get along
Cause in her mind, it seems I'm always fucking wrong
I do the best I can to be a good dad and man
Cause I want Angel and Bamz to grow up better than I am
And it seems, that they've already outsmarted me
They're the best part of me, they're in the center of the heart in me
That's why it's so hard for me, to see reality
I'm living day by day without Angel and Anthony
And the lights are dim when you don't got your family
And it's not killing me softly, it's killing me badly
Cause I'm their daddy, and I want the best for my two
So I work my ass off and do, what I gotta do
I work overtime for those kids of mine
And I still can't find peace there's nothing but stress in my mind
What's your story dawg?
Tryna figure out, why do I try so hard?
Tryna survive and stay in a job and buying
A car and a house with a dog in the yard
Every time I see the light, Edison come to cut my power
Or the gas man call to tell me to pay my bill or take cold showers
Every day I go to work my hands until they feel like they wanna break
Tryna survive and get by with this chump change I make
Sometimes I feel like I'm cursed, chained
And restrained, under some kind of a spell
I try to kick, punch and shoot and
Scream but I can't get out of my shell
Should I just say fuck it? Shoot myself? Throw myself off a cliff?
This question is running through my mind, I'm tired of all this shit
Sometimes I sit, and I wonder who'd go to my funeral if I died
Not that I'd go through with it but I swear
That I feel like I got nobody by my side
And I hope I don't sound like a bitch
And I don't want you to feel sorry for me
But I'm like Goliath when the rock hit
Him on his knees, somebody help me please
For once I'm lost I don't know where to go
Or where I should be, Lord guide me there
My bike got a flat, my car repossessed and I don't got shit to wear
Cause life's hard
How you livin'? You appreciate this life that you was given?
Are you gonna end it before you gets to see the new beginning?
Now how you livin'? You appreciate this life that you was given?
Are you sinnin' and trippin', bullshittin', losin' and never winnin'?
How you livin'? You appreciate this life that you was given?
Are you gonna end it before you gets to see the new beginning?
Now how you livin'? You appreciate this life that you was given?
Are you sinnin' and trippin', bullshittin', losin' and never winnin'?
Recently, I've been having anxiety attacks
They sent me to the psych ward and said that I need to kick back
And I can't laugh out loud, so I'm dyin' inside
And what it's all about is I'm losin' my mind
Slowly, I used to be my best homie
But nowadays, it's hard for even me to know me
Anymore, what am I, really looking for?
Happiness, or just to exit out the door
They say you gotta pay the cost, to be the boss
Well I paid the cost, and all I am is just lost
Damn it, but good faith I still have it
Looking for a better life, and tryna grab it
But for now I'm living in my own hell
And I only got myself to blame for creating this cell
But I know, one day, I'm gonna escape
Or maybe it's a bad dream, and I'm finally awake
It ain't easy, being me
Will I see the penitentiary or get killed by my enemies?
Cause it ain't easy, being me, being me
C-U-E-T-E
It ain't easy, being me
Will I see the penitentiary or get killed by my enemies?
Cause it ain't easy, being me, being me
C-U-E-T-E
Written by: Brandon Correa, Richard Preuss
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