Polishing Peanuts (feat. Cyph4)

In the way she looked at me I felt weak and possibly Never part each other again And that's how she found herself Love is patient and kind Love is constant and blind It's a real crying shame I'm being forced to decline Love is patient and kind Love is constant and blind It's a real crying shame I'm being forced to decline Did I waste it or was it meant to be? Do I deserve it when the only thing left is me? Yeah, I've been done some bitter A bad butt of quitter But my big fat mouth doesn't make me a liar Love doin' the thing when the shape it was goin' I took a good note of that and write a crappy rap song Love is patient and kind Love is constant and blind It's a real crying shame I'm being forced to decline (you and me in it) All I do is squeal Do you think that squealing can get you away from me? Oh you (you!) In my mind's eyes I see In the way she stared at me I can see she sees in me Faults and sin Slay me again In the tale knows no way Surrounded in a net Pronounced it with a scale, lost to the procedure When I was thinkin' I'd let the sale drown Found out I succumbed to numbness When I touched the blade To watch it drop some blood, drippin' for every single fuck I gave Another day exposed closer to post-mortem My angels need to escape this place But I won't force 'em A potion that the reason but I seem to pass them by Then I'm finally grasping peace when I seem to fantasize Could it be I'm half-alive, we're sharing signs of hope Or in a relationship tryna capsize the hope? I never wait and grab shit, I'm just often in a spiral Like in passion when I'm stranded in this land I once admired The wonders I can find, to the need to pass the time To find an equal with an evil that the people can't describe The demons that I'm seeking, livin', breathin' bitter hatred So I guess love the only reason that my dreams are liberated In the way she stared at me I can see she sees in me Faults and sin Slay me again In the tale knows no way What happened to me tonight? Ask your riddle What's your name? No, sorry, I haven't heard of it Technically and intellectually We are living in an atomic age Emotionally, we're still living in the Stone Age S is for the way she stared Is for the way she snored at me and every sigh She snored at me and every sigh For me With her eyes she's shooting me I give up my destiny You can tell she wants me dead I will show I'm already there