Suicidal Failure

Father forgive me, for I know not what I do I tried everything now I'll leave it up to you I don't want to live, I don't know why I don't have no reasons, I just want to die I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expired I'm barely just 19 but my life I will retire I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun I point it at my head, but I couldn't get the job done I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself Took all my mother's sleeping pills, I jumped off a freeway bridge I drank three kinds of poison and drove my car off a ridge I beat myself with a bat, put a noose around my head I overdosed on heroin, but I'm still not dead I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help Have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself Death may not be the answer, it can't be all great But me I'm not into living, with life I can't relate By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun I want to start my second life now, so shoot me with your gun I'm looking forward (suicidal) I'm really bored (suicidal) You wanna die, suicidal I gotta try (suicidal) On the street (suicidal) At the game (suicidal) At the beach (suicidal) At my school (suicidal)