Guess I was searching for materials

So materialistic, hell yea I want my millions instant

Hell filled wit dem **** who getting it

I was tryna feel real till dem pills showed me **** was bitches

Still feel that them **** was switches

Dropping mo then 6-4's shit cold seen a killer in trenches Can't cope stay away from a distance

Anywhere I used to be ion go **** know how that shit get

Can't trust patnas neither ya bitches

Can't cut cock a heater ya missed it

Grew up in the cut Mama preaching the message

To the **** who would cut rock and speak to the Mexicans

I was standing on the black top just peeping the destiny

Tryna see if I could see my reflection

Through the mirror I'll deliver the package

I'll assemble my agendas and check listen to dem dey tell you **** objective

If I ever listen in I'm tryna hear yo perspective

Just sum other binis took a couple minutes invested

Let dem others **** rap it out and see who da best is

When u hear him tell em meet me wit 12 written

I'm keeping it stale pimping

I'm being Rebel

Reinventing AMD to Intel

See my senses senseless **** intelligence

Tryna write my way to heaven sitting in hell and shit

And I kept my weight up even when I inhaled da shit

I wasn't tryna wait I just was tryna prevail through shit

I been contemplating concentration on selfish shit

I know condemnation unimpatient I felt da devil tried to test me I can't ever let up and fail da shit

I know how to tell stories of another brother killed

By another color other than the brother that was his

Lost my other brother tryna turn a hunnid to a MIL

All dem other undercover thuggers running numbers prolly squeal

Look above us he'll heal

Stuck in trouble call my mother she'll bail

Spent a couple on the come up still kneel

Couple bucks on commissary, here live

Cause da cuffs is customary very real deal

It get scary we don't worry where we live here

I kno how ya feel Phil

I was blinded couldn't see beside me, still here

But inside me I could sleep depriving, real gifts

That's why Im trying to give, give

Real struggles, real troubles, real spill