Not Thinking

When the darkness falls on you What will you do? What will you do? When the holidays are through? What will you do? What will you do? I'm not thinking I'm not thinking about it I'm not thinking I'm not thinking about it When the poison starts to flow Will you panic? Will you let it show? When the procession fades away Will you linger oh will you stay? I'm not thinking I'm not thinking about it I'm not thinking I'm not thinking about it When the solitude you sought Leaves you only lonely When the structure to the plot Is predictably safe it's okay it's okay Cause caution is a coffin you've come to respect Oh yeah caution is a coffin it's all you've got left My home is wrecked my car is wrecked My bike is wrecked my life is I'm not thinking I'm not thinking about it I'm not thinking and I know you're not thinking about it (I never was) Not not thinking I'm not not thinking Not not thinking I'm not not thinking Every morning and every afternoon too I get this feeling of impending doom Like a bomb's gonna drop Like my heart's just gonna stop I can't sleep I can't sleep When I can hear my heartbeat