The Pain

THE PAIN I saw my doctor today. I told him I've been drinking out the bottle Smoking Mary Jane Took a couple pills, I can feel them in my veins There's nothing that dope about doing cocaine And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain Now im drinking out the bottle Smoking Mary Jane Took a couple pills, I can feel them in my veins There's nothing that dope about doing cocaine And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain I envision there's a god who watches over man Who know our every thought and even talks about a plan Then divides the planet up into different types of man Ones who own the fields and others who just work the land They say Adam fucked Evil and procreated kids The same types of evils I'm associated with Seen a friend turn a fiend, now the fiend don't exist And the keepers got us mesmerized to see it like we're rich Society's demented; I'm looking for a mentor The People disappoint me every day, I thought you meant more Used to dream of heaven, now there's too much to repent for Fuck Clear Channel cause in inhuman to censor Eleven years old, my best friend got jumped Those bastards pulled out a knife, I stood there like a chump And way before that the biggest kid snatched my lunch So on my 21st I'm gon cop me a gun I used to be the nice kid, now look at what you've done I'll burn your face off just by spitting with my tongue Childish ambitions took me higher than the sun When you read the book you'll understand why I'm the one It's all about the cash man, it's all about that money When Baby kissed Wayne, that shit was hella funny I'm rolling up a philly because Philly's always sunny I'll even make million spitting while I'm looking bummy Either way, fuck my life, and that bitch will keep cumin Spit it like the water, when I'm on you'll see I'm running Bout to blow up like the bomb on the hundreds Blew life out of death like an ordinary fungus Now I'm drinking out the bottle Smoking Mary Jane Took a couple pills, I can feel it in my veins There's nothing that dope about doing cocaine And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain Feel no pain, heal this pain And all i ever wanted was to kill this pain Feel no pain, feel no pain And all I ever wanted was to kill this pain, they say that pain kills This music is a drug, you can't just listen once One track might get you up but shit that still isn't enough Cause once it's in your blood and pumping through your veins You go from like to love as what you know goes up in flames Quickly go from cutting class straight into cutting cain Heaven's the winners bracket and life is just a game I roll the dice every day when I hit the chronic But if it's in the a.m nothing gets accomplished Keep telling myself that I'm changing but it isn't honest Even that night I'm solving problems with this gin and tonic If you got thizz, I'll pop it Might as well live it up Picking apart excuses, but usually I don't give a fuck I'm feeling young and drunk So pass the XO This music is a drug, and we got the best blow But once it's all gone, you gotta get more It's tough to hold on, harder to let go Now I'm thinking bout tomorrow And how I'm gonna change Got off with the powder Blowing kill into the rain For everything I've lost know there's been something that I've gained But I wonder what's the cost cause it always seems the same When I'm drinking out the bottle Smoking Mary Jane Stronger than these pills, I can feel them in my veins There's nothing that dope about doing cocaine And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain They say that pain kills