Defenseless

I need to look confident so I don't feel ashamed I put a strong face on so they won't see my mistakes I work to earn their praise as I go about my day I need them to need me So I feel I have a place Here I am defenseless Abba, Father I have nothing left Only in my weakness will I find you Find you Only in my weakness I don't want to wait on you I'm afraid youll never show Lord, I know you love me But I still feel so alone I'll do anything to turn my thoughts off To hush this silence I don't want to be reminded of my loneliness Here I am defenseless Abba, Father I have nothing left Only in my weakness will I find you Find you Only in my weakness Find you Find you Here I am defenseless Abba, Father I have nothing left Only in my weakness will I find you Find you Only in my weakness I'm laying down I'm letting go I'm laying down I'm letting go