Blurry Wisdom

I sit in a perfect posture Life like this I could hardly conjure And it's not mine but it's mine to borrow And I know I'll never hear the end of it I blink twice cross it off the roster I'm nice like this I'm a common robber and it Makes nice as a mental router Cause I never wanna feel the weight of it And if I ever had to hide a thing It'd be this for starters It could all be just one big elaborate dream I must admit that All the beauty that my eyes have seen Had some pain to barter Blot it out till it becomes a blurry thing And I forget that And I forget that And I forget that See light I'm a problem solver All my friends might hoot and holler but I Blink twice wash it off with water Cause I know I'll never hear the end of it And my mind's fighting for survival A lifelong quest of my souls revival And I stand tall at my hearts arrival The only one who feels the weight of it And if I ever had to hide a thing It'd be this for starters It could all be just one big elaborate dream I must admit that All the beauty that my eyes have seen Had some pain to barter Blot it out till it becomes a blurry thing And I forget that If I ever had to hide a thing It'd be this for starters It could all be just one big elaborate dream I must admit that All the beauty that my eyes have seen Had some pain to barter Blot it out till it becomes a blurry thing And I forget that I... And I forget that I... It's blurry wisdom It's blurry wisdom (Can't change it now) (Can't change it now) (Can't change it now)