If Hearts Could Talk

Is it even possible to get over this? How am I supposed to feel? Does it get easier? Will I ever find it again? Could I have been better? Did I treat you bad? Where did I go wrong? Is there someone else? Were you satisfied? What can I do to make you come back? If hearts could talk If hearts could talk I laid my heart out on line You said you'd be there till the end of time Never thought you'd be so fucking cold It's my mistake I took your words and wrapped them around my brittle soul (wrapped around) What happened to your promises? My heart feels nauseous and stuck in my throat I can't seem to focus on the right emotions I will suffer quietly with a smile on my face So I don't make you uncomfortable I laid my heart out on line You said you'd be there till the end of time Never thought you'd be so fucking cold It's my mistake I took your words and wrapped them around my brittle soul (wrapped around) What happened to your promises? All these unanswered questions I swear to god I'd rather be dead I'll do my best not to revert to a child-like state I want to be irrational I'm tired of being logical Every sensory feeling Is going through my heart first I can't get it off my chest When it's dying inside of it I can't get it off my chest Do you even care that I'm lost That I have nowhere to go That I want to crawl inside you So I make sense of why this is happening I want to crawl inside you So I can make sense of how you happened I can't get it off my chest When it's dying inside of it My heart is willing to claw its way through bone and sinew Just to reach the air Just so it could see you It'll claw its way through Just so it could beat you So it could beat you in your face If hearts could talk I laid my heart out on line You said you'd be there till the end of time Never thought you'd be so fucking cold It's my mistake I took your words and wrapped them around my brittle soul (wrapped around) What happened to, what happened to What happened to your promises? If hearts could talk If hearts could talk