If Only As a Ghost

Could you please come back to me If only as a ghost I might not be alone in grief, But I need you most You're not just my older brother You're my best friend I never got to tell you that So please come back again My sweet wife is sleeping now And so is my new-born son I wish you could be with me As my life just begun You should see him lying there He looks just like me But I sure hope that it is you That he grows up to be The day you died I thought that I was gonna die as well Everything was shaking And my life turned to hell I'm telling you I'm happy that a son was born to me 'Cause sometimes I can't bear the thought That you're not here to see Momma, pops, the rest of the bunch And all our good friends too We're riding on a swimming horse And we still talk of you But in the nights when I'm alone I think about before When I was throwing magazines At you – because you snored I dream about our arguments I dream about our love I can't stand people telling me You're watching from above It's given me no comfort thinking God is now your host Cause I'm the one who needs you here If only as a ghost