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confessional
Pop
confessional was released on May 15, 2026 by head on mars as a part of the album confessional - Single
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Release DateMay 15, 2026
Labelhead on mars
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM109

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
head on mars
head on mars
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
emil vance
emil vance
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
emil vance
emil vance
Producer

Lyrics

If I'm being honest in the eyes of God
I'm scared of how I could lose you
That the cherry trees might never bloom
That this turns into something we almost knew
That the honeymoon fades without warning
And I'm left with nothing but you
I wanna give you everything I have, even if it's not enough
I just hope that's enough for you
If I regret anything, let it be not loving you enough
So please don't ever leave me
I'm in the confessional trying to get it right
Telling the ceiling I wanna grow with you
I keep thinking "don't get tired of me" all the time
But I don't know how to say it to you
I'm in the confessional trying not to get it wrong
But I do when I can't say it out loud
The room gets smaller every time I feel like this
As small as I feel when the fear comes in
In my head there's always someone better than me
For you
I just want to give everything I have, even if it's not enough
I don't know if that's enough for you
You matter more to me than I ever thought you would
So please don't ever walk away
I'm in the confessional trying to get it right
Telling the ceiling I wanna grow with you
I keep thinking "don't get tired of me" all the time
But I don't know how to say it to you
I never have the words when I need them the most
I don't know how to give you what you need
I'm in the confessional screaming under my breath
That without you everything turns into silence for me
I'm in the confessional trying not to get it wrong
But I do when I can't say it out loud
Sometimes I think you'd be better off without me
And I hate that my mind goes there
You're the only thing I've never wanted to ruin
And I'm so fucking scared I will
I'm in the confessional trying to get it right
Telling the ceiling I wanna grow with you
I keep thinking "don't get tired of me" all the time
But I still don't know how to say it to you
I never have the words when I need them the most
I don't know how to give you what you need
I'm in the confessional barely making a sound
And without you everything turns into silence for me
I'm in the confessional trying not to get it wrong
But I do
I still can't say it out loud
Written by: emil vance
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