(Huh)

Dulzura

Dear Alexa, sorry for the love

That's not what you want

Yeah, it wasn't long

But you did me wrong

(Now your chef is gone)

I want to keep your love

But my anxiety's up

My mind, it beats me up

Cause when I was growing up

The love I got was rough

And now I feel so cuffed

Wanted to show you everything

But I kept hiding stuff

It was the day you came back from Panama

You gave me a couple gifts

Made me feel like enough

Then I let you see me

When I'm not acting tough

You decide to leave me

Guess that text was a bluff

You know that one that told me

That you really see me

Told you I've been hurt before

I guess you didn't believe me

You stopped texting me again

I guess you didn't need me

Shouldn't have reached out to you again

Now the pain is repeating"And we could tell there was like this tsunami wave

That was gonna hit us

And I was terrified

Like everybody knew

It was just a matter of time

And we were all bracing ourselves

And we were on the topmost floor

To like the deck

And for some reason

We all started like sitting

Everyone started sitting at tables

And chaining their wrists to the tables

So that they wouldn't fly off

From the actual ship

You know when the wave hit

And finally the wave hits right

And we're just submerged

Like the Titanic

Underwater

And I remember like

Trying to hold my breath right

And then the ship would like resurface

And another wave would hit

It was just like a constant

Going to the surface

And being pushed down by the wave

It felt so realistic

It was crazy

That was one that I had like last month

But I mean I think one of the

Worst nightmares was probably like

Like I mean I don't remember like specifically specifically

The dream or the nightmare

But

It's crazy how real dreams can feel

Or even nightmares

It's like you're teleported

To a different dimension

Like you were saying the other day

But yeah

There can be some scary ones"