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birthdaybash
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birthdaybash was released on April 24, 2025 by shy the eternal as a part of the album birthdaybash - Single
ReleasedApril 24, 2025
Labelshy the eternal
LanguageEnglish
BPM148
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

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Lyrics

BASTARD
I'll blow my brains out, I'll paint the walls
I hate myself, I'm fucking appalled
No hesitation if it goes wrong
They'll finally love me when I'm dead and gone
17 xans for my birthday
I swear I'm going out in the worst way
I'm crying like a child, its a sure thing
The candles won't go out, they're still burning
I'm such a fucking loser, baby I'm a bastard
Couped up on my computers, mic'd up screaming bad words
Somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
Everything I'm doing is fucking wrong, it never works
You were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans
I'm fucking up everything, there's blood on my hands
I knew what you meant to me and still couldn't help myself
With the cards I'm dealt so
I'll blow my brains out, I'll paint the walls
I hate myself, I'm fucking appalled
No hesitation if it goes wrong
They'll finally love me when I'm dead and gone
17 xans for my birthday
I swear I'm going out in the worst way
I'm crying like a child, its a sure thing
The candles won't go out, they're still burning
I'm such a fucking loser, baby I'm a bastard
Couped up on my computers, mic'd up screaming bad words
I'm such a fucking loser, baby I'm a bastard
Couped up on my computers, mic'd up screaming bad words
Written by: Niccolo Terre Marble

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