I'm sick of broken windows. I'm tired of blood stained floorboards

Forgot all that I promised. I lost all that I stand for

I'm sick of broken windows. I'm tired of blood stained floorboards

Forgot all that I promised. I lost all that I stand for

Cold days and cold nights my whole life

I don't like how I feel, but it's all right. I don't like where I'm at, but it's okay

I don't know if I'll make it to old age. How can I think about family? The one that I have just ain't understanding me

How can I think about life? I don't want to leave, but I don't want to die

Who the fuck told you that I'm fine? I got a brother and he's losing his own mind

I got my mother and she's worrying about life. How can I breathe when I'm losing my own kind?

This isn't what it's supposed to be. Don't get upset if you're mad and you're close to me

All this anxiety is choking me. That's why I shake every time that you're holding me

You think I like this pain. Everybody look at me like I'm dangerous

You think it's easy to change. Everybody want to leave. And I fade the dust

And it's hard for my family. Why do I feel like the only one battling and the pressure is killing me?

I don't want to leave, but I feel I'm vanishing

I'm sick of broken windows. I'm tired of blood stained floorboards

Forgot all that I promised. I lost all that I stand for

I'm sick of broken windows. I'm tired of bloodstained floorboards

Forgot all that I promised. I lost all that I stand for

Yeah. I spend most of my days hating myself. I drown in self-hatred

Yeah. I spend most of my nights laying in bed. I hate that I'm anxious

I have these talks with my mom. She hate the way I live. I can't change it. I feel like I'm at a loss

I'm talking to God, but I feel like he's hanging up

You think I like this pain. Everybody look at me like I'm dangerous

You think it's easy to change. Everybody want to leave. And I made the dust and it's hard for my family

Why do I feel like the only one battling? And the pressure is killing me

I don't want to leave, but I feel I'm vanishing

I'm sick of broken windows. I'm tired of blood stained floorboards

Forgot all that I promised. I lost all that I stand for

I'm sick of broken window. I'm tired of blood stained floorboards

Forgot all that I promised. I lost all that I stand for

I lost all that I stand for

I lost all that I stand for