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Medicate
album cover
Medicate was released on June 12, 2026 by Angels in Ashes as a part of the album Bad Habits
June 12, 2026
LabelAngels in Ashes
LanguageEnglish
BPM120
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

You said
"just take the edge off"
White pill on a coffee lid
Shaking in the bathroom mirror
Don't even know what I'm running from
Scrolling through another warning
"may cause dreams and dizzy days"
But I already see the ceiling spin
When I close my eyes anyway
So I medicate
Till the noise turns gray
Let the colors fade
Just to feel okay
If I hesitate
All the thoughts awake
So I medicate
Medicate
Till I numb the break
Therapist says
"write it down"
I just draw a thousand lines
Little boxes, little doses
Trying to cage a restless mind
Friends all call it "self-care"
Plastic bag from the pharmacy
Funny how the cure and the poison
Look the same in my jeans
So I medicate
Till the noise turns gray
Let the colors fade
Just to feel okay
If I hesitate
All the thoughts awake
So I medicate
Medicate
Till I numb the break
Is there a version of me
That breathes on its own?
That laughs in a room
And doesn't feel alone?
I'm tracing my name
On the side of the bottle
Like it's some kind of bible
Like it's all that I've got
So I medicate
Till the noise turns gray
Let the colors fade
Just to feel okay
If I ever stop
Will I fall or wake?
So I medicate
Medicate
'cause I'm scared of the ache
Written by: Emerson Santos
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