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Borderline
7
R&B/Soul
Borderline was released on June 26, 2026 by RCN as a part of the album Moonside, Chapter I: Occultans
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Release DateJune 26, 2026
LabelRCN
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM73

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
RCN
RCN
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ercan Esen
Ercan Esen
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Airdem
Airdem
Co-Producer

Lyrics

It's too loud in here
Make it stop
Walking on the edge of a razor blade
Watching all the colors slowly start to fade
The highs are too high, the lows are a grave
I'm a king of a kingdom I can't even save
Reach for the bottle, white pills in my hand
Anything to help me just to try and stand
Xanny in my system, silence in my veins
Numb to the pleasure, numb to the pain
Everything's blurry, everything's gray
I'm just a ghost trying to find my way
Behind the curtain, behind the wall
Waiting for the benzos to soften the fall
Oh, ooh
Oh, this borderline
It's a war inside my mind
Chasing a shadow, leaving me blind
Taking the blue ones just to feel fine
But I'm drowning in the static, losing the light
Just trying make it through one more night
Mirror on the wall, who am I today?
A thousand different versions all drifting away
My heart is a storm, a hurricane sea
Im terrified of whats living inside of me
One minute I love you, the next I'm alone
Build a glass house and I'm throwing the stone
But the numbness is heavy, a lead-colored sky
Too tired to live, but too hollow to die
The fog is thick, the road is long
I've been singing the same broken song, but wait
I see a flicker, a spark in the dark
A tiny little flame, a brand new
Slowly
One step at a time
I'm stepping out of the shadows, out of the light
It's a long way home, but I'll be fine
No more hiding in the chemical haze
I'm walking out of the hell, out of the maze
It's a long road
But the sun is coming up
One step at a time
Written by: Ercan Esen
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