This is one imma need to light a blunt for, And just get right into it, Aye, I told myself that I will not, Okay, Look I'm human I can make mistakes aight, I forgot, I thought it was going to start right there but it didn't, Aight, Let me get serious real quick tho, Look, Yo, Yo, Yo

I told myself that I will not give up even though I do feel so dead inside, I will survive, I told myself that I will not give up even though I do feel so dead inside, I will survive

I think I need some help, I don't know what I am doing, Been trying hard not to lose it

Look, Most days I been feeling useless, Just stuck in my thoughts which induced this fire inside that I can't diffuse, It's too much, Some how I've gotten used to it

Truth is, I've been screwed up, A loose end, Who's been losing all fucks, Reclusive, Since it's been hard to trust any soul in this world that's so corrupt

So what am I supposed to do when I'm feeling stuck, Concealing every urge to light shyt up and raise hell like the devil was my new son, I might lose my mind before the day is done

Somebody please tell me how to shake this, Before I wind up losing all patience, Everyday I'm feeling like my time is getting wasted, Searching for a feeling that I know has been negated

I hate this version of me, But can't replace it, I'm chasing a dream that seems to be fading away in darkness, How can I tame this urge to let go, My soul is feeling tainted

Still I take a breath, Then I take the steps needed to put to rest this stress that's been beating my soul, The tolls I took with no cheating, May be deceiving, Life is misleading, Light on my side so I am receiving my blessings, While on this quest to be the best version of me

Diverting the energy that was bringing me down, Cause I will not accept defeat, No matter how many trials, They try to put in front of me, I see no reason to give up, So they better believe, No matter what I forbid the thought that I'm obsolete

Knowing I can see the path that was given to me, May feel incomplete, But I was born to be an elite, So every moment that I'm living, I'm living for peace, Seeing that didn't lose myself, I hope you see why

I told myself that I will not give up even though I do feel so dead inside, I will survive, I told myself that I will not give up even though I do feel so dead inside, I will survive

I'm a survivor, Lover and a fighter with fire in my soul that they desire, The higher I do go, They just admire my drive to keep this flow that I've acquired

No plans to retire, Even when I feel tired, I try to rise up through the storm and be wiser, Reminder, My light shines a lot brighter then what is required, That's why I'm a vibe, Bruh

No lie, I had a lot up on my plate, Trying to feed the ones around me even though I haven't ate, But what's a break when you know no matter what you can't escape, This reality of abnormalities

Make no mistake of the greatness I possess, I guess fate had to put me through this test, For destinies sake, Invested these lessons, Just to be great, Can't mess up these days when a mess of me made it out of the hell realm

Don't stress, I maintained to keep composure, So my soul is not tainted, Although there is a demon with me, I can tame it, They see my true aim has nothing to do with fame

I wanted to make a change, And I did that, With my music some lives have been saved, So don't diss rap, This that get back on my path to dismiss that last verse I spit so I don't get bitched at

I hear the chit chat, It's clear they just yapping out the mouth and doubting this fact, That I hone a gift to convince some souls at the edge to resist that jump and get back

I love every connection I've gained through mishaps of the pain that I've obtained to give back more love, And that love was received by my listeners, Which elevated me

Now I tell myself that I will not give up cause my listeners they keep me alive, They are my pride, I said, I tell myself that I will not give up cause my listeners they keep me alive, Y'all are my pride, Alright

Forever, Living through this music, Good Never Dies, A.I. Mcfly on the beat, G.N.D, G-$ET, Forever