Every single day I wake up tired, my mind can't catch a break

Some days I might feel a little inspired, draggin' every step I take

Every single day I wake up tired, my mind can't catch a break

Some days I might feel a little inspired, draggin' every step I take

Sometimes I

I be lacking motivation, in a constant state contemplating

Am I gonna stay committed to the grind?

Or will I lose my mind and what's next?

What's left?

Even when I write, I find it kinda odd that all my best work comes from when I'm hurt

Or I'm putting on a show from a schizophrenic episode

I know my rhymes are cold, I know the flow is gold, but the mental toll can take me down another dark road

They told me get some rest

But pressure never sleeps

The mirror shows a smile, but I question if it's even me

I just wanna be great, I got the recipe

These times they've been stressing me, sometimes I wonder if I'll ever reach my peak Based off the words I speak, they trying to suppress me in a world where free speech gets you killed based off the way you think

Such a shame, wish we all could get along with each other and vibe on the same frequencies

Every single day I wake up tired, my mind can't catch a break

Some days I might feel a little inspired, draggin' every step I take

Every single day I wake up tired, my mind can't catch a break

Some days I might feel a little inspired, draggin' every step I take

Always fighting with myself, see the war behind these eyes

If they lost me in the dark, then they leave me here to die

So I move a little guarded, I don't show what's on my mind

Got a thousand contradictions, I'm just trying to keep in line

Half of me wants peace, other half wants the throne, one side needed love, the other side stands alone

I've been building up these walls like I'm scared to be exposed

If they ever catch me slippin' they might fold me like some clothes

Some tell me that I'm washed, know I'm cleaner than the soap

Cut from a different cloth, could never dirty up these quotes

Silent thought when I'm alone start to creep up like a ghost

The fear of being average takes me down rabbit hole

Can't seem to climb up out it, I feel it tighten up my throat

The higher that I reach, then the heavier the rope

I'm only holding on because I give the people hope

Gotta smile for the crowd while I'm crumbling at home, ya know

Every single day I wake up tired, my mind can't catch a break

Some days I might feel a little inspired, draggin' every step I take

Every single day I wake up tired, my mind can't catch a break

Some days I might feel a little inspired, draggin' every step I take