I turned my back and saw myself attached what typa shit is that

I can't react, cuz I'm responsible responding to the fact

Of the matter, patterns are intact, and what I lacked was a sense of me

No sense in keeping tabs, the dreamer laughed and weeped and went sleep

And woke up with a mask, soot and ashes where I stood to find my footing on this path

My life a tapestry unweaving grief to see I'm still aghast, to counteract it

I been seeking peace and heaving through the gas, and when I gasp and reach in my beneath

The soil kinda tough, the bodies in the crust don't claim defeat

Completion is a must, we send it up and still ascending up

Simultaneously bleeding teach me how to think of us

Cuz every thought of me is fleeting, needing what I'm bred to love

To know her glowing fervor is to be amongst

Keep on digging, we saw him dead when we was only children

Know the feeling way too well, I know the smell, the vision chilling

My horizon line, the age of 5 is when I was distilling

Casket at my eyes, was lifted to his height and through the ceiling

Seen his spirit fly, I know I can't go with him, will I wither or will I arise

and be the boy to fill the void in fathers eyes

He slept awake, although I saw him hurting I was safe

Surface of the lake reflect the moon as distant ripples undulate

I seek the light can't stay within this darkness of a covered face

He stole to the door of his room, and opened it, and went in and then pulled down the light

He had turned to the window, and put his hand under the upper ledge and lifted

He felt a cold rush of air, latent with snow

The inside of his stomach glowed white hot

With his feet upon the bottom ledge, his feet bent under him, his sweaty body shaken by wind

He looked into the snow and tried to see the ground below, but could not, then he leaped

He got to his feet, one at a time, he walked, and tried to run, but he felt too weak

I'll close my eyes its alright

I closed my eyes through the night

With open eyes I'm in flight now

Was met with grace by the fire

I'll close my eyes its alright

I closed my eyes through the night

With open eyes I'm in flight now