Why do I stay doubting myself, always second guessing

The things I do and what I say, can't trust my every message

Life is a challenge weighing in with heavy lessons

Piling them up on my back while I'm just steady stepping

Forced to walk, forced to move, forced to go day by day

Forced to fall, forced to lose, unless you go and change your ways

But I guess it's all about perspective and what you call your blessings

Life is hectic but I've found it's best if you don't stay reflecting

On the pessimistic sections and just rep and manifest the things you want

Working towards better things, doing more every day

I don't wanna ever say that I had a dream and a vision that never came true

So I'm bout to do what I say I'm gon' do

Manifesting things, ain't no way I'm gon' lose

Can't stay still everyday I'm gon' move

Cause it's only myself I'ma play like a fool

I know sometimes it sounds like I'm full of myself

But I'm really only fooling myself

But that's what I gotta do to myself

That's improving myself

I ain't never really been that cool to myself, I thought music might help

Not a might, I was right, it's improving my health

On this mic when I write, I feel like I'm found, never losing myself

Might be profound, still confused with myself

Like there's something I still gotta prove to myself

All I know is that I gotta stay true to myself

That way I won't never lose to myself

Cause that's all I care about

Never giving up, never really wearing out

Tryna make it, yeah that's all I really wanna do

Reaching for all of my goals, staying honest too

And I promise that it's really what I'm gonna do

And the only person that I really wanna prove

That to is me

Achoo, sickly

With these

Like corona

And the money really coming in as a bonus

That's second cause the skills the number one component

It really feels good to have something I'm owning and honing in to make greater, innovator

And I'm only going up, escalator

Turning tables but I never been a waiter

Cause I really need it sooner than later

Yeah how soon?

Now dude

That's something that I'ma vow to

Steady keep getting more confident

That's the only way that I'll be dominant