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Growing Up
New Acoustic
Growing Up was released on May 29, 2026 by Alivia Jay as a part of the album The Answer
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Release DateMay 29, 2026
LabelAlivia Jay
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
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Lyrics

I made a million new mistakes for the first time
I met a boy and broke his heart in the first night
My older sister said that's just what college years are like
Fell out of touch with my friends, it's my own fault
But I still sit around and wonder why they don't call
It's been a while since I've felt like my life was in control
Is this what it's like to be human
Or am I falling behind?
'Cause I swear everyone's improving
While I fight to survive
Every day I do something that I regret the next
I'm tired and I've used up all the childhood novelty that I had left
But I don't feel like growing up
I thought new inspiration could give me a new life
I thought I'd get a brand-new body with a new diet
I went to therapy and learned that it's an uphill climb
I get impulsive when I start feeling lonely
I kissed someone just 'cause I wanted him to hold me
And now I realize I'm becoming someone I don't even like
Is this what it's like to be human
Or am I falling behind?
'Cause I swear everyone's improving
While I fight to survive
Every day I do something that I regret the next
I'm tired and I've used up all the childhood novelty that I had left
But I don't feel like growing up
I don't feel like growing up
So is this what it's like to be human?
Written by: Alivia Current
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