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FAN’s EMAIL
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FAN’s EMAIL was released on May 21, 2026 by SMYGO as a part of the album SEASONS VOL 1 - EP
May 21, 2026
LabelSMYGO
LanguageEnglish
BPM84
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I don’t know where to start
But I been holding it in for a while
Every time you post something I get high
Then you disappear and I’m back to square one
Showed my girlfriend your music one night
She didn’t say nothing she just kept replaying it
That’s when I knew you had something real
Cause she ain’t ever doing that for nobody
I get your pictures on my phone still
Showed my friends said this guy is different
They looked at me like I was moving mad
But I never stopped talking about you
Saw you once at the CMS
I was looking at you
Went home that day,never said nothing
Just felt a way I couldn’t explain
This is just an email
From someone who never left
Not here for nothing
Just wanted you to know
Been here through all the silence
Through every time you ghosted and came back
This is just an email
From someone who still believes
I read it more than once before I replied
Sat with it because it hit me different
I been away I’m not gonna pretend
Had some things I needed to sort out personally
Wasn’t about money like everyone assumed
Had enough to move but I wasn’t ready inside
There’s things you carry that nobody see
That you have to face before you face anyone else
I saw you at the CMS that day
I was at the machine trying to sort my head
I don’t like when people crowd me in those moments
It wasn’t about you I just needed space
I know you tell people that I’m rude
And the silence after that wasn’t fair
I think about this more than you’d expect
See
You can do anything
You can get up any hour
Reading your book
Taking a class
Making a change
Developing a skill
Or do any discipline
Written by: SUNDAY AZUBIKE

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