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I Apologize
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Death Metal/Black Metal
I Apologize was released on May 17, 2025 by Phiners as a part of the album Ephemeral
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Release DateMay 17, 2025
LabelPhiners
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM119

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Phiners
Phiners
Performer
Vladislav Novitsky
Vladislav Novitsky
Guitar
Vance Larison
Vance Larison
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Vladislav Novitsky
Vladislav Novitsky
Composer
Vance Larison
Vance Larison
Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Phiners
Phiners
Producer

Lyrics

I must die
With this clutched coldly
In the grave
It must end with me
For there is nothing
That I can say
You fucking fool
Damn you, damn you, damn you
You jeopardized everything
You fucking fool
Damn you, damn you, damn you
You’ll ruin everything
And all I can do
Is apologize to myself
I don’t deserve it
But clearly
I’m the one
Who needs help
From myself
How could I
Backstab
You who love me
Straight through your precious heart
How could I
Be so cold, so callous
Indifferent
To us being ripped apart
Numbness through ignorance
And it must stay that way
I’ll keep it that way
I must die
With this clutched coldly
In the grave
It must end with me
For there is nothing
That I can say
Is the truth
Really better
If it hurts the people
That we love
No!
They deserve better than the truth
When there is nothing
That can be said
Or done
To ever deserve forgiveness
For
What I’ve done
Goddamn me
Goddamn me
I’d rather live with the guilt
Endure the shame
Internalize everything
Than ever make you
Suffer the pain
That I created
I created this hell
So here alone
All alone
I should dwell
Written by: Vance Larison, Vladislav Novitsky
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