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Shutdown
Hip-Hop/Rap
Shutdown was released on May 23, 2026 by TTO as a part of the album Serious About Life
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Release DateMay 23, 2026
LabelTTO
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM95

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
PM Trill
PM Trill
Performer
Paolo Banaag
Paolo Banaag
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Paolo Banaag
Paolo Banaag
Composer, Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
PM Trill
PM Trill
Producer

Lyrics

I never felt safe inside my own
There's nowhere to go, nowhere to hide
My body just shuts down, shuts down
I never felt safe inside my own
There's nowhere to go, nowhere to hide
My body just shuts down, shuts down
Always felt like I was less than a fraction
It was a sin to have any sort of reaction
Growing up, I was taught to disappear
Excuse me if I don't relate to any of my peers
When you're young, you don't question anything
Now I'm growing up and I question everything
Had to tell my parents, "No, I'm breaking down in fear"
I tried to bring me saddened down before a couple years
This ain't the first time, but this was the worst time
Majority of you couldn't have dealt with the first time
In the shower shaking, I was hyperventilating
In the moment, I was saying I couldn't take it
Panic attack was something I just can't forget
Seems like every day I only seem to feel regret
I was always taught to never question anything
Nowadays I feel like what's the point in anything?
I never felt safe inside my own (My own)
There's nowhere to go (Nowhere to go), nowhere to hide
My body just shuts down, shuts down
I never felt safe inside my own (My own)
There's nowhere to go (Nowhere to go), nowhere to hide
My body just shuts down, shuts down
I'm so used to putting others' needs before my own
To the point where I feel nothing and I feel alone
My parents wanted something done the second that they asked
Created panic, something to this day will always last
That shit stayed with me and made me feel I'm always something
Know anytime they ask, my heart begins to jumping
I love you both, but I need to get it off my chest
The way you treat me creates a ton of stress
I stay up late questioning, am I good enough?
I didn't get praise from anyone that made it tough
To have the confidence and the self-belief
That there was nothing that I can't achieve
A child needs to be taught he can make mistakes
Can't be rushed into actions purely out of haste
A child needs to be taught he can make mistakes
Can't be rushed into actions purely out of haste
I never felt safe inside my own (My own)
There's nowhere to go (Nowhere to go), nowhere to hide
My body just shuts down, shuts down
I never felt safe inside my own (My own)
There's nowhere to go (Nowhere to go), nowhere to hide
My body just shuts down, shuts down
Written by: Paolo Banaag
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