I know the feeling of feeling like you’d rather not feel at all

Tried regulating self medicating with flowers and alcohol

I’ve starting hating my own mothers baby

Feeling like I’m 2 feet tall

Been patiently waiting for all of this crazy to turn into something tangible

At this point I

I’m just trying to get by

They say to stop and smell the flowers

But I can’t find the time

At this point Im

Just gaslighting my mind

They say it’s all about willpower

So I smile and say I’m fine

I know what it’s like to be screaming inside

My mind tells me such dirty lies

It’s always something all the time

Yeah it feels like

I’m always walking on an incline

Getting wrinkles under my eyes

Why am I never really satisfied?

Oh I

I’m just trying to get by

They say to stop and smell the flowers

But I can’t find the time

At this point Im

Just gaslighting my mind

They say it’s all about willpower

So I smile and say I’m fine

I know the feeling of feeling like a walking piece of trash

Not getting out of bed till it’s 3pm cause I’m in my head and I’d rather just sit here on my ass

At this point I’m just gaslighting my mind

No really

At this point I’m just gaslighting my mind

No really I’m fine

At this point I’m just gaslighting my mind

No really

At this point I’m just gaslighting my mind

Gaslighting my mind