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Never Was
album cover
Never Was was released on May 8, 2026 by Songcatcher Studios as a part of the album Before You - EP
May 8, 2026
LabelSongcatcher Studios
LanguageEnglish
BPM59
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I know not every flower gets to bloom
I know not every house has a nursery room
I was just reading into every universe sign
This time, this time
I used calendars and all of the old wives' tricks
I convinced myself I could feel you exist
Until the blood started to spot
Please stop, please stop
I know when your time is ready, you'll be mine
I know some tomorrow, it will all be fine
I was excited to see two pink lines
Let myself believe
I know everyone says it'll be okay
Part of me just wishes that you could've stayed
Something feels so different about this loss
A baby that never was
Every other thought puts me through hell
I put the onesies up on the highest shelf
Remind myself it was just our first try
Maybe next time
It's not even something I can talk about
People ask how I am and I talk around
Trying to float but fear I might drown
Wish it would stop
I know when your time is ready, you'll be mine
I know some tomorrow, it will all be fine
I was excited to see two pink lines
Let myself believe
I know everyone says it'll be okay
Part of me just wishes that you could've stayed
Something feels so different about this loss
A baby that never was
Feels like I see butterflies everywhere lately
Someday I'll have my rainbow baby
When your time is ready, you'll be mine
I know some tomorrow, it will all be fine
I was excited to see two pink lines
Let myself believe
I know everyone says it'll be okay
Part of me just wishes that you could've stayed
Something feels so different about this loss
A baby that never was
Written by: Koleyna Kohler
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