Is this life real or make believe

I still can't tell I gotta wait and see

I won't let no dark cloud phase me

So no matter what happen gotta keep my chin above the sea level

Even though my mistakes play back in my head for days and days

Like a broken record player I sit back let it play and play

Still I'm gone keep trying we ain't gone make it out alive anyway

You just better live it up it aint like we can't go die any day

See me I move with urgency, they can tell just by my gait

I had to leave them where they was, I can't sit around and wait

Know I take this shit too serious, can't you tell by my face

It's some people counting on me it's people counting me out

I must admit, just to get here I had to break a couple rules

Not worried bout no man, what's on his plate won't make my belly full

I'm the only car on the road that drive down this avenue

At times I swerve running stop signs and red lights

I'll be alright long as I keep on my headlights

Play with the cards I'm dealt, I can't get mad at the dealer

I'll walk through quick sand and wild fires if it make me realer

I'm not in it for the gamble I'm just in it for the thrill

For the thrill

For the thrill

For the thrill

I got chills in my body I'm so ready for what's next

I be up before the sunrise and still up at sunset

Got this devil in my ear he say "boy you need some rest"

I think that there was a test, how the fuck I'm just gone rest

Ain't that what my competition want for me to kick my feet up

I'm abusing all these beats like a stepdad in wife beater

Treat the music like my crush she can't go no where I need her

If she leave me I'll be crushed, but I won't let it happen

The microphone know all my secrets hope it don't expose me

Sometimes I feel like its the only one who really knows me

Every time I talk it listen, it come find me when I go missing

Its my drug I'm so addicted, I never thought I'd love addictions

I sacrifice my whole life, I get the chance I'd do it twice

I'm goin in can't take advice, wanna win it big gotta roll the dice

Before you die you gotta try

If you don't you better be ready to live with those regrets

You'll lay in bed at night with all the weight up on your chest

And watch somebody like me on TV be something you would've been, I mean you could've been, I mean you should've been