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SUICIDE NOTE?
Hip-Hop/Rap
SUICIDE NOTE? was released on May 11, 2026 by seth. as a part of the album SUICIDE NOTE? - Single
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Release DateMay 11, 2026
Labelseth.
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM88

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Seth Nanayakkara
Seth Nanayakkara
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Seth Nanayakkara
Seth Nanayakkara
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Seth Nanayakkara
Seth Nanayakkara
Producer

Lyrics

I can't put it into words how my life been sickening
Could write a book about it all but it'd be age restricted
Drinking poison so this weight on my shoulders lifted
I've been cursed with these obstacles with my talent I'm gifted
In five years time would I look back at this and laugh
Or would I be inside a coffin underneath the grass
Some people all around they crying wishing for a chance
I was breathing when they had the chance they left me in the dark
Should've ended it at 16 so I wouldn't be fighting
My lowest points are way beyond traumatising
I know I'll die alone so that thought is just frightening
I ain't good enough for no one I've gotten used to the silence
Intrusive thoughts I can't say them on my brain
Intrusive thoughts that are dark that I keep inside my brain
If I told you about it all you won't look at me the same
Diagnosed with this shit wanna put a bullet in my brain
Never listen to those people that said time heals pain
Are you hearing what I'm saying? Are you feeling what I'm saying?
Are you hearing what I'm saying? Are you feeling what I'm saying?
I lost all hope don't wanna live another day
Fantasising about my grave feel like it's the only way
I lost all hope don't wanna live another day
I was born to die alone feel like it's the only way
You feel a way but don't understand that's why I've gone insane
Been tryna look for answers almost every other day
Been running in a loop don't wanna live another day
Feel a way but don't understand that's why I've gone insane
Been tryna look for answers almost every other day
Been tryna look for answers almost every other day
Been running in a loop don't wanna live another day
Feel a way but don't understand that's why I've gone insane
Been tryna look for answers almost every other day
Written by: Seth Nanayakkara
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