I think about you when I'm awake

Dream about you when I sleep

And I go against what I say

And you know I cannot eat

And if I play my cards right

Yeah, I'll make it through the night

Wake up, do it over again

And you know I can't pretend

I smile like everything's okay

But nothing's so fucking okay

It's been a year, and nothing's changed

Yeah, and I don't feel the same

And I don't feel the same

I'm stuck in yesterday

And it's driving me insane

Pouring up my cup 'cause I don't give a fuck, Yeah, I don't give a fuck

Pouring up my cup 'cause I don't give a fuck

Yeah, I don't give a fuck

Please move, got ahold of me

Got me sliding through the traffic so fast

I gotta have it, I gotta have it

One hit and it made me switch lanes

Yeah, you know you got ahold of me

I gotta have it, 'cause I'm an addict

And I'll do anything to numb the pain

'Cause I'm so fucked up, I feel some type of way

And everywhere I go I see your face

I think it's time to get out of this place

Don't want your fucking help

Everyone can go to hell

And I don't wanna wish you well

Acting friendly, on some new shit

All I do is stay up late

Sipping whiskey by the case

Get so drunk, I'm off my face

'Cause I don't wanna do this

'Cause I don't wanna do this

'Cause I don't wanna do this

Pouring up my cup 'cause I don't give a fuck, yeah I don't give a fuck

Please move, got ahold of me

Got me sliding through the traffic so fast

I gotta have it, I gotta have it

One hit and it made me switch lanes

Yeah, you know you got ahold of me

I gotta have it, 'cause I'm an addict