When I was just a little boy I used to hear my grandmamanem say something and

Maybe this'll give you a little idea of how I felt

I was on a downward road

No hat on my head, no shoes on my feet, no god on my side, and no heaven in my dreams

Too mean to live and not fit to die

The handcuffs of hell were on my hand and the shackles of damnation were on my feet

The Lord spoke peace to my dying soul

I'M FREE!

I'M FREE!

Yeah yeah, I'm finally free

They tried to make me a casualty

Actually more of warrior

They break you down and I come to restore ya'

It comes to pain I'm more like a veteran

Bet I'mma blow it like I'm up in Lebanon

Need a new closet got too many skeletons

Yeah

I am the wolf in the sheeps clothing

I am the monster that keeps growing

Look in my mirror its a deep loathing

None of my windows I keep open

Call me a dick cause I keep growing

Look in my face see my peace stolen

Stand in my path and teeth showing

So charismatic but revolting

They try to push I keep pulling

We let this war saw us, we Poland

Try to hold on and I keep hoping

But sometimes I feel like my peaks closing

Several devils in the review I'm disheveled

Silhouettes in new Stilletos in my mental

Why can't I let go

Son who rescued

Let it bring me peace

Whoa ouu whoa

And instill God's name

Come and rescue me

Let it bring me peace

Whoa ouu whoa

And instill God's name

Child of the drama

Face to face with gangstas grills

Seen a lot of trauma

Seen my share of blood get spilled

'Member as teen I was fucking with them pills

Moving cocaina just to get some more refills

Running with hyenas that would laugh if I was killed

Like Nirvana's album cover babies chasing bills

Hook line and a sinker we was caught up in the thrills

Warm hearts growing colder irony we couldn't chill

Bullet wounds and daddys shoes are two things you can't fill

HUH HUH!

I done seen the worst of it

What's the worth of it

I done been submerged in it

Had to learn from it

'Member I was birthed in it

So memories hurt a bit

Emergencies and ambulances

Children crying, devils dancing

Gentrifying, cameras flashing

Helicopters, pilots crashing

Dying for the finest fashion

Violence at a height that's taxing

taxing, taxing

I cannot afford the payment

It gets harder to contain it

I can't even illustrate it

I can't brush it off or paint it

This is real fucking life

Ankle weights thin ice

This is brought by pain and passion

Which one is the main attraction

I cannot be out here lacking

There's too many haters packing

Come and rescue me

Let it bring me peace

Whoa ouu whoa

And instill God's name

Seconds away from the date of my death

Stepping away from the death of my faith

Seconds away from the date of my death

Stepping away from the death of my faith