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Five
Rock
Five was released on June 27, 2026 by Moon in Ashes as a part of the album The Age of Tremor: The Crucible Trilogy, Pt. 1
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Release DateJune 27, 2026
LabelMoon in Ashes
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM87

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Kristina Haapanen
Kristina Haapanen
Piano, Keyboards
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kristina Haapanen
Kristina Haapanen
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Kristina Haapanen
Kristina Haapanen
Producer

Lyrics

The room was loud.
I stayed small.
Back to the corner.
Eyes on the wall.
I watched the door.
I watched their face.
I learned the shifts
Inside a space.
I didn't know
What I was bracing for.
I just knew
To brace.
I was five
With my fists held tight.
Scared of the dark,
Afraid of the light.
Too loud inside,
Too small outside.
Holding my breath
Like I could hide.
If I was good,
If I was still,
Maybe the air
Would lose its chill.
If I was strong,
If I was fast,
Maybe nothing
Bad would last.
No one named it.
No one said.
Just quiet noise
Inside my head.
I was five
Already awake.
Learning the weight
A child shouldn't take.
Too young to know
What I had lost.
Just standing there -
Counting the cost.
Air felt thin.
Floor felt wrong.
I held my breath
For far too long.
If I stayed ready,
If I stayed tight,
Maybe I'd make it
Through the night.
Written by: Kristina Haapanen
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