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Coulda Been
Hip-Hop/Rap
Coulda Been was released on July 15, 2026 by ANTIHISTAMEAN as a part of the album MEAN
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AlbumMEAN
Release DateJuly 15, 2026
LabelANTIHISTAMEAN
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM120

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
MEAN
MEAN
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Nur Ahmad Muhaimin
Nur Ahmad Muhaimin
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
MEAN
MEAN
Producer, Recording Engineer, Mixing Engineer, Graphic Design

Lyrics

Orang tanya
"Apa jadi? Mana pergi?"
Diorang cuba picit tapi takde bunyi
Hilang lesap, terus pegi sunyi sepi
They wanna know what’s the tea
But it comes at a fee
My life came at a price
But this shit larger than life
I came out from the other side okay
And I really wouldn’t have had it any other way
Ay ay
That’s how we grow
From down below
And the more I know
Now my life be looking like a tv show
Only to the top, now we go
Never back down to the bottom no mo’
I done seen life from the underbelly of the floor
When death comes knock, knock, knocking at your
The door
Haven’t looked back since
I done took back sins
Feeling a better man now
Sibuk-sibuk cari erti hidup tuhan kasi tunjuk how to live my life and to never back down
Had to learn to pipe down
Keep my head down and wait
Eyes on the prize, look straight
Love hard, don’t hate, trust in Him
It’ll happen when it does If it’s written in your fate
It’s monumental, freeze this moment in time
It’s sentimental, I pour my heart on this instrumental
It’s mental, masih rap macam gotta pay the rental
It’s all hard work, never accidental
You gotta grit teeth, better get the dental
Still actin’ fool, put it on display
Can’t do nothing bout it, I was born this way
Coulda been me
But I couldn’t be free
Bukan stuck in the past, think back at times
When I couldn’t be me
It coulda been long
And I coulda been wrong
Now I love my life, tak think back twice
When i coulda been gone
Coulda been me
But I couldn’t be free
Bukan stuck in the past, think back at times
When I couldn’t be me
It coulda been long
And I coulda been wrong
Now I love my life, tak think back twice
When i coulda been gone
Coulda been, woulda been, shoulda been
Now my life is back up like it shoulda been
Don’t look back at the past no more cos it’s only up from here
I fear, this is real life, not a video game
I’m talking still life, painting pictures the same
Hold on for dear life, now i’m back with a vengeance no longer fear life
Can’t nobody tell me i’m nothing, i’m gonna live life
Different strokes for different folks, yuh
Lain lubuk lain ikannya
Now it’s feeling so different all the way up here
I don’t pay no mind to all the shit hear
No longer getting bothered by the things I feared
Always stay feeling blessed for every cheque i cleared
Kalau tak happy sila panggil manager
Hidup mati hanya atas tangan tuhan je
Masih sibuk lari sini-sana
Carik makna hidup dimana sahaja
Takde masa layan all these bummers
Aku busy kerja through the summers
Aku ikut cara hidup no days off
Only think about it when i get the loans paid off
Ada passion kerja rasa macam holiday
Barely even think about it, I go all the way
Gotta stay locked in, never be boxed in
Ay Ay
Think outside box though
Flashback to a time caved in
Ay Ay
Didn’t peeped out the foxhole
Now i’m out there living great
Ay Ay
No hate to the past though
There’s only one thing thing left i gotta say
Ay Ay
Tolong jangan jadi asshole
Coulda been me
But I couldn’t be free
Bukan stuck in the past, think back at times
When I couldn’t be me
It coulda been long
And I coulda been wrong
Now I love my life, tak think back twice
When i coulda been gone
Coulda been me
But I couldn’t be free
Bukan stuck in the past, think back at times
When I couldn’t be me
It coulda been long
And I coulda been wrong
Now I love my life, tak think back twice
When i coulda been gone
Dang it, MEAN!
Written by: Nur Ahmad Muhaimin
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