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Holding Tears
Hip-Hop/Rap
Holding Tears was released on October 11, 2024 by Misfits Garden as a part of the album Hands (Leaps) Inbound
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Release DateOctober 11, 2024
LabelMisfits Garden
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM187

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Mick Calhan
Mick Calhan
Performer
Mick Stewart
Mick Stewart
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Mick Calhan Pthalo
Mick Calhan Pthalo
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Murphy Calhan
Murphy Calhan
Producer
Murphy Stewart
Murphy Stewart
Mixing Engineer, Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

Holding tears
Holding tears
Holding tears inside my head
Folded near denied the dread
Broken mirrors I find myself
Sinking through the sky
I’m thinking you was why
Proved the loops aligned
Lose myself to time
Moving by
Miscolored my reluctance it’s all observed
Got what I couldn’t deserve and my form withered
Law of thirds
Woodford Reserve with the orange bitters
Lost my thirst
Roses charred and burnt
Saw through the sky I’m sinking
Think it’s where I’ll look for the words
Til the thorns slip in
I wait til the thorns slip in
Sat there in the saturation
Lagging overlapping all the shadows changing
That was stasis
Tongues tied knots waiting
Lacking patience
Reflecting what I had to face then
Patterns shaping all I see
Wanted needs
It’s skin relived the death and depths
Smoke would drag the same as
Time followed all its movements
Loops and where the past would chase me
Yeah
Screeching minds through the speaker wire
Needed silence besides myself
I laid embedded
Seen it’s quiet
All my being just to be divine
Wants walled in
It’s all deceiving time
Scribbled nothing where my needs denied
On her knees provided out of slipping shadows
Religion baddest
Scripture added
It’s where we align
45s
Revolving doors
All remorse
Less was the speed of vinyl spinning round my fleeting mind
Thoughts thawing
Know it’s warmer spirits
Drags of smoke enclosed us
To fill the streets with
Stillness needed
Frozen over
Slowly sober
Stillness needed til it’s frozen over
Slowly sober
Alluded no knowns
Alluded knowns chose
Looping strangest Luciferian
Days and pages that I’m bleeding through Remaining stains and ash smeared
The past near
Across my mind and memory
Divine collected here
Dust motes
Charring sparred with lungs holding nothing close
Times ahead of me
Slits I'm looking through
Its hands wound about my wrist
Hours slipped cuts old scars in
Melted cauterized
Been divine with how the seconds bleed
Never felt it’s all a lie
How often I’m alive
Holding tears
Holding tears
Holding tears
Holding tears
Written by: Mick Calhan Pthalo
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