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Disposable
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Metal
Disposable was released on July 10, 2026 by Deadwitxh as a part of the album Misery Is All The Rage
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Release DateJuly 10, 2026
LabelDeadwitxh
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM82

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Alix Mercer
Alix Mercer
Instrumentalist, Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Andrew Doran
Andrew Doran
Songwriter
Alexis Mercer
Alexis Mercer
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Andrew Doran
Andrew Doran
Producer

Lyrics

Somewhere between lust and love
We find ourselves more than close for a week
Then we never speak
The cards tell a story you don't wanna decipher
I'm not trying to change your mind
But I'll act like I'm not hurt
Curtains up
I'm always cast as the same role
Guard is down
I rehearse the act over and over
Crawling further and further out of my skin
Ghost me
Guilt me
Gut me
Show me just how disposable I really am
Disposable
Pacing back and forth, making myself sick
Just wishing you could read my thoughts
When I'm brave enough to face it
I'm always second best, last guess
Promises are just words
Every promise we've made
Will soon be deleted memories
Someday soon show you what you're missing
I wanna know what you ache for but
I know how you get when you're drunk
There's a rock in my head where my brain was
Sinking me down to its level at the bottom
Curtains up
I'm always cast as the same role
Guard is down
I rehearse the act over and over
Crawling further and further out of my skin
Ghost me
Guilt me
Gut me
Show me
Just how disposable I really am
Just how disposable I really am
Your true colors came out
I knew it, I wasn't colorblind
You just put the cloth over my eyes
Stop
Go
Pause
Red light
Green light
Gas light
Stop
Go
Pause
Red light
Green light
Gas light
Fuck, Fuck, Fuck
I don't wanna
Fuck
Why's it so hard to be loved
Fuck, fuck, fuck
I don't wanna
Fuck,
Why's it so hard to be loved
Crawling further and further out of my skin
Ghost me
Guilt me
Gut me
Show me
Just how disposable I really am
Just how disposable I really am
Disposable
Written by: Alexis Mercer, Andrew Doran
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