When I'm alone, I think about all the trauma that I go through You know that it's all I miss, every day of the week And I tell you, I don't wanna be bothered

I'm losing my mind, overthinking all these fascinations Stuck in a rabbit hole, get lost in a matrix

I can tell you that I'm happy, but deep down I hate it Hurting myself through my imagination

When I'm alone, I feel useless on my own I keep thinking to myself, like, will they miss me when I'm gone

Telling myself that it's just better off this way I can tell you that I'm happy, but deep down I'm in a grave

Every smile that I try to put up on my face Just know it ain't real, cause, yeah, it's fake

I learn to laugh through my problems almost every single day If I ever learn how to love again, I'll be amazed

I said, when I'm alone, I feel the torment, I feel it coming When I'm alone, I go and hide it, no one invite it

When I'm alone, I think about all the trauma that I go through You know that it's all I miss, every day of the week

And I tell you, I don't wanna be bothered I'm losing my mind, overthinking all these fascinations

Stuck in a rabbit hole, get lost in a matrix I can tell you that I'm happy, but deep down I hate it

Hurting myself through my imagination Wishing I was better, I can't stand this anymore

I'm good at cutting people off, I'll re-show you to the door And don't you lie to me, I'll show you how my heart got hurt

Broken spirits, I ain't showing nobody no remorse I like silence cause I like hearing myself think

What is going on, there's something wrong with me Why am I so stuck inside these fascinations

What's going on with me

I said, when I'm alone, I feel the torment, I feel it coming When I'm alone, I go and hide it, no one invite it

When I'm alone, I feel the torment, I feel exhausted You know that it's all I miss, every day of the week

And I tell you, I don't wanna be bothered Why would I lie? I have no reason to lie to you, girl

I said, when I'm alone, I feel the torment, I feel it coming