Lookin' back, different moments in time

I was just a little kid, I don't know why I would hide

Everything made sense, it was straightened out right

Threw my caution to the wind and diverted from the line

Now I'm stuck yearning for some purpose

Way too many times, lost sight of what my worth is

Running from a loved one, wishing I was someone

Care so much, but I fake it like my fucks gone

Now they turn me up, everybody showin' love

But I can't stop thinkin' 'bout the day I'm up above

And I changed so much, who I am ain't who I was

And I gained so much that I never would've touched

In hindsight, there's some things I wish that I did different than I did

Then I have to remind myself that it's all okay, I was just a kid, so I'll

I'll look ahead to the road in front and

I'll just keep, I'll just keep on running

'Cause I know there's a lot more coming

I won't mourn for my past self

I know I thought long ago it was over

But every day's one more step closer

To looking back, feeling proud when I'm older

I wanna know that I did well

Yeah, I'll look ahead to the road in front and

And I'll just keep, I'll just keep on running

Because I know there's a lot more coming

I won't mourn for my past self, no

I know I thought long ago it was over

But every day's one more step closer

To looking back, feeling proud when I'm older

So I won't mourn for my past self

And I fuck up every day, but I mean well

And I'll keep striving for my peace 'til I've found mine

And I'ma keep on with this run 'til my knees fail

'Cause all through life I grew up feeling like an outlier

I did my own thing, wasn't really trying to socialize

Now my soul bleeds out if I'm alone for too much time

For a while there was no clarity, no shred of peace of mind

And I can't say I'm fully there yet, but I'm finally making strides

You can't read my mind, psyche covered in vines

But I'll try this time not to block out light

Gone through every way I could leave this place

I'm at peace with pain, I'm at peace with change

If you light my path, I will follow you

It might sound like trash, but it's all so true

'Til the day I pass, from my first go-around

Carried on my back so that I'll be found

I'll look ahead to the road in front and

I'll just keep, I'll just keep on running

'Cause I know there's a lot more coming

I won't mourn for my past self

I know I thought long ago it was over

But every day's one more step closer

To looking back, feeling proud when I'm older

I wanna know that I did well

Yeah, I'll look ahead to the road in front and

And I'll just keep, I'll just keep on running

Because I know there's a lot more coming

I won't mourn for my past self, no

I know I thought long ago it was over

But every day's one more step closer

To looking back, feeling proud when I'm older

So I won't mourn for my past self

(No, I won't mourn for my past self)

(No, I won't mourn for my past self)

(No, I won't mourn for my past self)

(No, I won't mourn for my past self)