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AT WHAT CO$$T?!
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AT WHAT CO$T?! was released on May 24, 2026 by MALÉ Collective/TEE REXX MUZIK as a part of the album AT WHAT CO$$T?!
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Release DateMay 24, 2026
LabelMALÉ Collective/TEE REXX MUZIK
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM90

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Tee Rexx
Tee Rexx
Drum Machine, Synthesizer, Sampler
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
William S. Rapudo
William S. Rapudo
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Tee Rexx
Tee Rexx
Producer
Kitskreme
Kitskreme
Producer
RIC Beats
RIC Beats
Producer

Lyrics

Wake up, same four walls, same shit on my phone
Scroll pain, close apps, still stuck in my dome
Sink deep, sleep late, got bills on my back
Say chill, but my heart beat loud like a MAC
Dead eyes in the mirror, who the fuck is that?
Bag under both lids like I stuffed 'em with crap
Said I'd quit last year, said I'd cut back, stop
But the shots still pour and the pills still pop
Friends call, I ignore, let it ring, let it ring
I don't wanna small talk, I don't wanna feel a thing
I don't wanna hear hope, I don't wanna hear God
I just wanna feel numb, let it all turn dark
Every promise that I made, man, I broke that quick
Trust me? Don't, I ain't worth that risk
Mom cry on the line, say, "Son, you lost"
Yeah, I know, but I ask,
At what cost? (At what cost?!)
At what cost?
At what cost?! (I gets mines and you gets yours)
I've been runnin' from myself, runnin' laps in my head
Every step that I take feel close to the edge
Every night, same bar, same smoke in my lungs
Same hole in my chest, same taste on my tongue
Tell the homies I'm fine, I'm just tired, that's all
Truth is, I been prayin' that the sky might fall
I been dancin' with the shit that could end me quick
Playin' games with my life like I'm bored of it
Got a list of regrets, I don't read that page
I just stuff more trash in the back of my brain
I just swipe more shit on my card I can't pay
Then I drink to forget what I spent that day
Try to fuck these nights 'til the sun come up
But the guilt still talk when the room go hush
Look close at my soul, you can see that rot
All this pain that I bought,
At what cost? (At what cost?!)
At what cost?
At what cost?! (I gets mines and you gets yours)
At what cost?
At what cost?
Yeah
I'm spent, I'm cross
Fuck love, fuck loss
What's left when the high wears off?
At what cost?
At what cost?
Yeah
I'm spent, I'm cross
Fuck love, fuck loss
What's left when the high wears off?
Every fight that I start just to feel that spark
Every cut that I carve just to mark that scar
Every line that I snort, every drink I toss
Every lie that I tell just to hide that loss
Every bridge that I burn when I push them away
Every chance that I had that I pissed down the drain
Every time that I laughed, said, "I'm straight, I'm good"
Then I blacked out hard in a stranger's hood
I don't even like me, how the fuck could you?
I been stabbin' my back with the shit I do
Wear shame like chains that I drag through mud
Whole life tryna clean what I stain with blood
If I vanish tonight, would it fix this mess?
Would my mom breathe light? Would my friends feel less?
Or would they just sip slow, say, "We lost"
And still wonder in the dark,
Man, at what cost?
At what cost? (Yeah)
Lines crossed, soul tossed
Fuck help, fuck boss
What's left when the high wears off?
When the high wears off
When the lights cut off
You can sell your soul, but
You still ask what it cost
At what cost?
At what cost?
I gets mines and you gets yours
Written by: William S. Rapudo
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