Had some loved ones cut me out cuz I did not do what they asked

Had some real friends hold me down cuz I thought I was going mad

Got no time for people talking loud, I'd rather write my raps

High school drama don't affect me, now I'm in the back, I laugh

Dropping bangers on your head, they call me the bomb threat

What's next? Everybody stand so tall when they get upset

Safe bet, I'ma sell it all to make sure I'm next

Pay debts, if you're late to paying up, you stay dead

In a kill mode, I will never fold

Don't tell me what to do, cuz your ideas are sold

Bringing up my past, like can't you see I've grown

Turn into a person that nobody has control

In a kill mode, I am all alone

I am not somebody who will sacrifice for gold

I'll tell you super bold, that things are getting old

Turn into a savage that nobody can control

Ah, I'm off the rails again

Bite my tongue and hold back words 'fore it's leave them there

Yeah, I won't stop until my bones are red

Looking through a different lens, man, the world going in

Yeah, get these demons out my family's head

Careful where you step, cuz your life is all on edge

Hey, I'm a threat to people that have no respect

Lot of the secrets I'm keeping them kept, guess I'm the only one who is a friend

Robbing all y'all blind, we're my brother, we the boondock saints

Wasting all this time, run the line when we step in place

Homicide on my mind, that's the sign to keep us sane

This reminds me I'm high off adrenaline and pain

Check the rhymes, check the crimes, we have done it all the same

If I had a dime for everyone dying just for us to leave the game

I cannot explain what goes through my brain and why it ends up going down on the page

My heartbeat will race and there goes the rain as everyone tells me to stay in my lane

In a kill mode, I will never fold

Don't tell me what to do, cuz your ideas are sold

Bringing up my past, like can't you see I've grown

Turn into a person that nobody has control

In a kill mode, I am all alone

I am not somebody who will sacrifice for gold

I'll tell you super bold, that things are getting old

Turn into a savage that nobody can control