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CONTEMPT
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Hip-Hop/Rap
CONTEMPT was released on May 22, 2026 by FUMBDUCK PRODUCTIONS LLC as a part of the album CONTEMPT - Single
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Release DateMay 22, 2026
LabelFUMBDUCK PRODUCTIONS LLC
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM134

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Thurman Banks
Thurman Banks
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Thurman Banks
Thurman Banks
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Thurman Banks
Thurman Banks
Producer

Lyrics

Brain has been stuck on stall
Cant help but feel so small
Oh how the mighty fall
Im not alright at all
Drowning in this darkness can't see the light
Mirror shows a monster and i cant stand the sight
Dark temptation creeping in dont know if ill fight
Close my eyes and pray that i wont wake thru the night
Anger takin over and im bout to lose control
depression and the stressing just been eating ag my soul
Back to blandess just as bad as sellin my soul
Shits like quicksand i got nowhere to go
Fists clenched heart heavy anxiety in my chest
Every day just feels like another test
Workin so hard just want my rest
Cannot see the point why give my best
Cannot stand the noise dont think im blessed
Stuck to the motto thats on my crest
Testing out the bounds guess i over stepped
Take from me till i got nothin left
Hope when im gone they never wept
Thinkin bout the promises i never kept
Missed my chance guess i over slept
But they don't wanna hear me vent
Dont want me to speak my mind
My moment done came and went
So now i just walk the line
So fuck no im not content
Dont got no will to climb
Fuck no i dont wanna no pity
Not looking for answers divine
Just prayin that when i go sleep
Big man says its my time
Im done with all the lying
Im done pretending im fine
Drowning in this darkness can't see the light
Mirror shows a monster and i cant stand the sight
Dark temptation creeping in dont know if ill fight
Close my eyes and pray that i wont wake thru the night
Anger takin over and im bout to lose control
depression and the stressing just been eating ag my soul
Back to blandess just as bad as sellin my soul
Shits like quicksand i got nowhere to go
You ever just hate yourself berate yourself cant take yourself cuz u know u always wrong
Done with everything your so withdrawn
Do it all right and still be wrong
Give all your fight look forward to dawn
I dont i just wanna move along
Hopin that soon itll all be gone
Stuck in the spot and im just a pawn
Never been a favorite but still im drawn
Holding out for hope but i held too long
So much hate aint got no enemy
So i aim that shit at the inner me
Scars that i know just wont heal mentally
So i drown myself in henessey
Hold myself to the highest pedigree
Got destructive tendencies
Did all the work aint seen no better me
No hope in my own damn melody
Just to be told my own complexity
Its the good i get no best to me
Always last choice no specialty
Want this shit to end need it desperately
Cuz i aint gon leave a legacy
Aint got no answers in therapy
No i dont care if im speakin in heresy
Cuz the big man aint never been there for me
So fuck this prayin that shit wont help
No choice ill just play the cards im dealt
No choice i dont really want your help
Not even cap can help himself
Drowning in this darkness can't see the light
Mirror shows a monster and i cant stand the sight
Dark temptation creeping in dont know if ill fight
Close my eyes and pray that i wont wake thru the night
Anger takin over and im bout to lose control
depression and the stressing just been eating ag my soul
Back to blandess just as bad as sellin my soul
Shits like quicksand i got nowhere to go
Brain has been stuck on stall
Cant help but feel so small
Oh how the mighty fall
Written by: Thurman Banks
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