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WHYRDA
Hip-Hop/Rap
WHYRDA was released on May 26, 2026 by Brucewayne as a part of the album YOU GONNA PAY
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Release DateMay 26, 2026
LabelBrucewayne
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM81

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Brucewayne
Brucewayne
Recorder
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Brucewayne
Brucewayne
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Brucewayne
Brucewayne
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

Fifteen years of nothing, only few counted
You looked me in my soul and still lied through your lips
I was your first love, at least that's what you said
Now I'm laying awake, fighting voices in my head (Yeah, uh)
How you lied to my kids and lied straight to me?
Built a whole fake world and blamed it all on me
Fifteen years drownin' carryin' pain silently
And the worst part is you made my son a mystery
Had me lookin' at his face like, "Is he really mine?"
That type of hurt could turn a good man cold inside
I gave you my heart, you gave me sleepless nights
Now I'm talkin' to the ceilin', tryna heal what you disguised
I remember late nights, holdin' you when you cried
Now I replay everything to see the truth inside
You was supposed to be my peace, not my war zone
Now the house feel haunted every time I'm home
You knew I loved that little boy with everything in me
Still you planted doubt so deep, it started killin' me
I was starin' at his smile, seein' parts of me
But your lies hit harder than reality
Five years sufferin', barely keepin' balance
Pain turned my heart numb, silence turned to violence
Not fists, I mean mentally, emotionally drained
Every single memory got poison in its veins
And I still hear your voice in the back of my brain
Sayin' "Forever" while you watched me break
I would've died for this family, no hesitation
But you let confusion become my devastation, oh
How you lied to my kids and lied straight to me?
Built a whole fake world and blamed it all on me
Fifteen years drownin' carryin' pain silently
And the worst part is you made my son a mystery
Had me lookin' at his face like, "Is he really mine?"
That type of hurt could turn a good man cold inside
I gave you my heart, you gave me sleepless nights
Now I'm talkin' to the ceilin', tryna heal what you disguised
I was young when I met you, gave you everything first
Now I'm learnin' first love can become your worst curse
You watched me fall apart and still hid the truth
Now my trust issues bleedin' into everything I do
I ain't perfect, I got sins I can't admit
But I never deserved to feel this counterfeit
And my kids growin' up while I'm fightin' these scars
Tryin' not to let heartbreak turn me hard
Sometimes I sit alone, starin' in the dark rooms
Thinkin' how the hell love turn into cold room truths
DNA thoughts circlin' every single night
But when he says "Dad," it still makes me cry
Maybe blood ain't the only thing that make family
Maybe pain just showed who was really standin'
And even through the lies, I still stayed near
That's what separates a father from disappearin' fear
Fifteen years gone, still tryna heal
But this song the first time I said how I really feel
How I really feel
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