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deal
album cover
deal was released on June 19, 2026 by mxrrow as a part of the album Claude
AlbumClaude
ReleasedJune 19, 2026
Labelmxrrow
LanguageEnglish
BPM120
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

I'm bleeding all alone here on my bed
Don't lie to me, I know you don't feel shame
All alone and prayers won't keep me here
I know that you never felt the same
Oh I'm tired of wearing this mask they don't feel the same
They ran away, God just take my life
Don't wanna breathe and honestly I wanna live
Oh what's the cost of selling my soul away?
Wish I could go back in time so I could've just reshape
Wish I could just erase demonic memories
I lost my way to heaven but I don't care anyway
I couldn't find an escape from my thoughts from the pain
Decided better hurt myself, pity and no shame
Wish I had myself as a friend because now I'm grown
I fought all of my demons, now I'm feeling so alone
I'm bleeding all alone here on my bed
Don't lie to me, I know you don't feel shame
All alone and prayers won't keep me here
I know that you never felt the same
Oh I'm tired of wearing this mask they don't feel the same
They ran away, God just take my life
Don't wanna breathe and honestly I wanna live
I saw the devil in my dreams and he wanted a deal
"You will suffer with no love but won't suffer anymore"
Oh, I didn't even think, he mixed my blood with ink
"Now you're never gonna die" and it hit me to the core
Then he shaked my left hand, he said, "It's for your best"
I'm sorry I don't get it, you will feel it now just rest
Now I don't feel depressed, now I don't feel alone
Guess, he killed all my love, made me selfish I don't want
To feel this by myself
I just need somebody else
Lord forgive me for my sins
Since I was a kid I'm suffering
I'm bleeding all alone here on my bed
Don't lie to me, I know you don't feel shame
All alone and prayers won't keep me here
I know that you never felt the same
Oh I'm tired of wearing this mask they don't feel the same
They ran away, God just take my life
Don't wanna breathe and honestly I wanna live
Written by: Braylon Fernsby

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