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Antisocial
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Antisocial was released on June 19, 2026 by Bridgeview Records as a part of the album Halfway to Heaven Halfway to Hell
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Release DateJune 19, 2026
LabelBridgeview Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM61

Lyrics

Verse 1
Tired of fighting with these thoughts in my head
I think I need a drug just to quiet the dread
I done been through the mud, through the blood, through the mess
Seen a side of this life make a grown man beg
I just smoke my pain, try to keep it contained
But it leak through the cracks, now it’s seeping my veins
Every night same war, no peace in my brain
Got a smile on my face but it’s glued with the pain
I don’t talk much, I don’t trust what they say
Everybody got love till it’s something to gain
I done burned every bridge just to feel something change
Now I’m stuck in the smoke watching everything fade
I was built for the pressure but it’s crushing my chest
Every breath feel heavy like it’s paying a debt
People asking what’s wrong, I just shrug and deflect
Truth is I don’t even recognize who I reflect
Hook
I been anti-social, locked inside my mind
Running from the past but it’s always right behind
Screaming at the silence, praying for a sign
But the louder that I get, the more I feel confined
I been anti-social, I don’t need your help
Every time I open up I lose a piece of myself
Choir singing pain like it’s something I should sell
They say this is being human, Well I’d rather be in hell
Verse 2
I don’t fit in your circle, I don’t play pretend
I see fake in the smiles, I can’t make amends
Every loss that I took turned to weight on my chest
Now I carry that shit like it’s part of my skin
Got a head full of noise, no mute, no pause
Every memory cut like it came with claws
I was looking for peace, found a list of flaws
Now I’m picking them apart just to find a cause
They don’t get it, they don’t live it, they don’t know that edge
Where you standing on a line like a broken ledge
One step from collapse, one breath from regret
One thought from a place you don’t come back from yet
I ain’t proud of the shit that I had to survive
I just learned how to bury it and call it a life
Now I’m chasing a feeling I can’t even define
Trying to outrun a past that’s attached to my spine
Bridge
I don’t wanna feel this
I don’t wanna think this way
Every scar got a story
And it put me in the grave
No escape, no escape, no escape
No escape, no escape, no—
Hook
I been anti-social, locked inside my mind
Running from the past but it’s always right behind
Screaming at the silence, praying for a sign
But the louder that I get, the more I feel confined
I been anti-social, I don’t need your help
Every time I open up I lose a piece of myself
Choir singing pain like it’s something I should sell
They say this is being human, Well I’d rather be in hell
Written by: Ashton Rich
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