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mda
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mda was released on June 3, 2026 by CROWSNEST as a part of the album Roses in a Blender (Part I) - Single
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Release DateJune 3, 2026
LabelCROWSNEST
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM73

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
BLACKCROW
BLACKCROW
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Lucas Van Camp
Lucas Van Camp
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
BLACKCROW
BLACKCROW
Producer, Mixing Engineer, Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

Everyone knows my name
But no one seems to have my back
And a part of me just hates
How I feel when I'm alone
Got a product that I take
That'll hit me in the dome
And it takes away the pain
That I'm left with in my room
And I'm so in love you
That I'll have a heart attack
Just to feel what it was like
When you stopped me in my tracks
I won't forget the day
I won't forget the past
There's nothing left to hate
And I love you for that
Keep me in your brain
If I never come back
Cause the bleeding in my veins
Is bound to lose track again
Killing memories with a smoke stacked brain
And my lungs will breathe em out
When I burn my pain again
Feeling sick in my fucken brain again
Oh I'm killing memories with a gut rot hate
If I feel like I'm alive it's cause the MDA
Oh I only feel alive when you call my name again
Sick of running
I'm distant yeah I know I gotta fucken problem
With commitment and it shows
I'll try and solve em
With some cigarettes and blow
If you tell me that you hate me
Trust I already know
Baby I will come over
It's never too late
Feeling like holding her
Save me from my own
Sober thoughts
I guess heartbreak
Hit way harder than these
Rocks
Hate me if I ain't fix this
Cause I'm crazy and I don't think it through
Maybe I will find a distant
Place I can rest my head
And think of you
Everyone knows my name
But no one seems to have my back
And a part of me just hates
How I feel when I'm alone
Got a product that I take
That'll hit me in the dome
And it takes away the pain
That I'm left with in my room
And I'm so in love you
That I'll have a heart attack
Just to feel what it was like
When you stopped me in my tracks
I won't forget the day
I won't forget the past
There's nothing left to hate
And I love you for that
Keep me in your brain
If I never come back
Cause the bleeding in my veins
Is bound to lose track again
Killing memories with a smoke stacked brain
And my lungs will breathe em out
When I burn my pain again
Feeling sick in my fucken brain again
Oh I'm killing memories with a gut rot hate
If I feel like I'm alive it's cause the MDA
Oh I only feel alive when you call my name again
Sick of running
I'm distant yeah I know I gotta fucken problem
With commitment and it shows
I'll try and solve em
With some substances instead
Maybe when I figure out myself
I'll finally be dead
Written by: Lucas Van Camp
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