Fingernails and blood exchanging numbers through the summer

Skyline lit up, front bumper

The thunder smell like bones inside the autoclave

Holiest the God we made

I would've said I loved you, I forgot about the auto-save

Pacing the room became the idle animation, see

Back in Carolina, shit was deffer than Jermaine Dupri

Shoulder with a chip, I teach a lesson, catch a fade for free

Lost up in the dungeon, fuck a record, bring the crate to me

It's fuck ICE, round two, I bust twice

Swanton up off the balcony, I'm living through my vice

Less gnarly, Jeff Hardy, the coffin it stretch Darby, I'm off it

Fuck talking, I'm caught in a web, prolly, who spun it?

Sixes repeating like who run it

You can blame the crew, it's like we playing Clue or whodunit

I ain't pressed, smoking shit to melt your reflection

Out here chasing my shadow, you was helping me catch it

I'm at a loss, but every time I think of you, a smile finds my face

A kind of joy that I don't speak about, not even in my diary

Not even with my therapist, my mama, or my girl

Not even on my ceiling, where these thoughts begin to find me

You took me to a place that don't exist no more

Except behind my eyelids, what a vibrance, really vibrant

It's a part of me to write this song, can't do it without crying

I'm a wreck, and I can't hide it

What I do to fucking find it, I've been fighting

Depression rap is boring, yet I need to fucking write it

Sacrificial lamb, I met the Devil, and I signed it

Thirty five years old and I'm still out here fucking rhyming

Nothing lasts forever, melting gold, crushing diamonds

I think I found the end, I think I found the fucking end

No credit scene, no montage, no message tucked within

I think I found the end, I think I found the fucking end

I think I found—

Hey, Billy, this is Grandma

Uh, your mama said you wanted that little TV up at the lake that used to be yours

Um, we have a realtor that showed the house to a guy, and he's going to talk to his bank in the morning

So, how about giving me a call?

We'll have to run up there and get some things out of that house before he gets it

Um, could be sometime this week

Uh, give me a call and let me know something, hear?

All right, bye-bye