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INTERNAL MONOLOGUE
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INTERNAL MONOLOGUE was released on June 26, 2026 by Chapter 17 Records as a part of the album SIXELA
AlbumSIXELA
ReleasedJune 26, 2026
LabelChapter 17 Records
LanguageEnglish
BPM80
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

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Lyrics

THIS A FLEX BEAT!
Capítulo diecisiete, Hijo de puta. (Chapter 17, son of a bitch)
"Ayo, Lil Mexico pass the gas!"
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOURSELF-KILL YOURSELF
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR
KILL YOURSELF-KILL YOURSELF
Lately I've been thinking suicide (do it!)
When I lay my head on the pillow at night, I wanna die (die!)
I be been planning how I'm gonna do it in my mind (yeah!)
Look up to the sky for what feels like the last time (let's go!)
I keep a glocky on my bedside table (yeah!)
I'll probably eat it for breakfast in like a day or so (let's go!) (yeah!)
It's like the sadness always haunts me (huuh!)
Living with the feeling that nobody really wants me (naw!)
Realizing ain't shit gonna fix me
Always here alone cause everybody ditched me (fuck em!)
Lying ass bitches on my dick wouldn't miss me
Drop a toaster in the tub 'til I'm crispy
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOURSELF-KILL YOURSELF
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR
KILL YOURSELF
Doctor tryna calm me down, ask him what the drama 'bout (you okay?)
But nothing changes no matter how much I talk it out (naw!)
Phone ringing crank the window and I'll toss it out
Seventeenth floor I fantasize about hopping out (Ahhhh!)
(Ooh!) Put a knife in my heart
I'm impatient when the fuck that afterlife gonna start (ooh!) (let's go!)
Feel the hatred whenever somebody hug me (uggh!)
I do not believe when somebody say they love me (I ain't buying that shit!)
Feel stupid and dusty
Voice in my head said I'm useless and ugly (I know it!)
Should be hanging from a noose 'til I'm crusty
Jump up in the trash compactor and let it crush me
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOURSELF-KILL YOURSELF
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR
KILL YOURSELF
I can not resist it no more I hate this fucking place (gone!)
Load the shotty, put the barrel to my fucking face (blaah!)
Tried hard but honestly it was just a waste (sad!)
Pull the trigger, put my brains up in outer space
Rather be dead than to deal with my fucking head
Fuck pushing through it could be pushing flowers up instead (woah!) (Yeah!) (huuh!)
I wish God would erase me maybe I'm just trippin' maybe everybody hates me (know they hate me!)
Not oblivious I know I'm also crazy (uuggh!)
Moments of clarity and I'm thinking 'bout my lady
Thinking 'bout my brothers man I'm thinking 'bout my babies (my momma!)
I ain't letting nothing take me
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOURSELF-KILL YOURSELF
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
What my brain say?
KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR-KILL YOUR
KILL YOURSELF
Written by: Ouija Macc
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