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Relapsation
Metal
Relapsation was released on June 5, 2026 by 10227775 Records DK as a part of the album Interlinked
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Release DateJune 5, 2026
Label10227775 Records DK
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ricky Chavez
Ricky Chavez
Other Instrument
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ricky Chavez
Ricky Chavez
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Ricky Chavez
Ricky Chavez
Engineer

Lyrics

I swore I was done with you
I meant it this time
...didn't I?
I cleaned out your ghost from my bloodstream
Scrubbed every trace from my veins
Threw away every piece that could remind me
Of the way you said my name
I counted the days like a victory
Like I finally broke the chain
But your voice still lives inside my head
Like a drug I can't outrun
I taste you in silence
I feel you in space
Every second without you
Is a war I can't face
You hit me like a relapse
I don't even try to fight it
One thought and I'm right back
To the edge of where I hide it
I know what you do to me
I know how this ends
But I'd burn through withdrawal
Just to feel you again
You're the poison I crave
The wound I defend
I don't wanna be saved
I just want you again
I still feel you under my fingernails
Like I never washed you away
Every breath tastes like withdrawal
Every night bends the same
I tried to replace the feeling
Tried to numb it with something else
But nothing rewires my system
The way you do
You're in my reflection
You're under my skin
I quit you a thousand times
But I keep letting you in
You hit me like a relapse
I don't even try to fight it
One thought and I'm right back
To the edge of where I hide it
I know what you do to me
I know how this ends
But I'd burn through withdrawal
Just to feel you again
You're the poison I crave
The wound I defend
I don't wanna be saved
I just want you again
I NEED IT
Even when it kills me!
I FEEL IT
Every time I breathe!
I CUT YOU OUT
YOU BLEED BACK IN
I SWEAR I'M DONE
THEN START AGAIN
No cure
No sleep
No way to let you leave
Maybe I was never clean
Maybe I just learned to lie
Maybe loving you was never love
Just something I survive
You hit me like a relapse
And I fall into it smiling
Every scar you left behind
Feels like perfect timing
I know what you do to me
I know I won't win
But I'd tear myself apart
Just to feel you again
You're the high that I chase
The fall I pretend
I don't wanna escape
...I just want you again
I swore I was done with you
...I lied
Written by: Ricky Chavez
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