Life been looking up

Yeah

So I don't wanna fall back down

I am who I trust

Huh

I give it all I got God damn

I don't care for what I spend

Run it up

That's a problem for another fucking day

I never really thought it through

Through

Now it's time to go and find another way

I

Used to hate myself for everything I wouldn't try

Now I'm looking at some jewelry I shouldn't buy

Never liked the way I felt when I was getting high

Now I'm fully in control

Peep the way I'm drivin' I been swervin' round the toll

I don't care to pay some country that they probably fucking stole

I don't really have no faith in someone actively enrolled

In some genocidal shit like why keep digging up some holes

Yeah

I try to fight my demons but there's more than people think

I know my thirteenth reason but it's easier to blink

Right now

Right now

Right now

Yeah

Soak it in

Every step I take

Fuck yo pills

Fuck yo shots

I don't medicate

Only put your effort into those that dedicate

Yeah

Time for you like what you want

Please don't judge no body solely off the difference in the font

No one cares for what you wear so please don't act like that shit hard

I been tryna find a reason for the fortune of my cards

But my struggles with it deepen like the blade that meets my arm

Okay chill I'm only kidding I got wishes I got visions I got dreams and it's been hard to keep them hidden

I don't

Know

If I'm losing am I winnin' I don't care for how I fit in

I just wanna meet the world and give 'em hope

Hope

Right now

Right now

Right now

Yeah

Huh

Yeah

I try to fight my demons but there's more than people think

I know my thirteenth reason but it's easier to blink

Right now

Right now

Right now

Yeah

Right now